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My baby brother Sean, he's 8




Dying Flower.

001. Time:6:09 pm
002. Name? Avriel
003. Age? 20
004. The Flinstones or The Jetsons? Jetsons, they have nifty things!
005. Coke or Pepsi? Coke- kind of.
006. Black or Blue? Black
007. Pot or Liquor? ...neither. UGH.
008. if you had a gun and ran into Osama Bitch Laden would you shoot to kill? I don't think he deserves death. I think that's too easy of a way out.
011. Coffee or Tea? Tea, the smell of coffee.
012. Music? All kinds, except rap.
013. Pain or Pleasure? >.> And if I find pleasure from pain? ^_^
014. Morning Person or Night Owl? Night Owl.
015. Do you like Miss Cleo? She's still around?!
016. Do you like being tied up during sex? ...o.o um. That's your business why?
017. What word best describes you best? Writer,
018. Girlfriend, Boyfriend, Single, or Both? Girlfriend!! XD mwahahaha.
019. Videos or Radio? CD.
020. Punch or Kick? Kick, always more damaging.
021. Eat or Drink? Depends.
022. Notebook or typewriter? Notebook.
023. Suck or Lick? O.o I hate the stereotype that all lesbians do is lick. -.-
024. Ramen Noodles or Campbells? Ramen.
025. Out of curiosity. Do you smoke Pot? God, no.
026. Butterflies or Dragonflies? Dragonflies! Obviously.
027. Fantasy or Reality? Fantasy.
028. The Priest or the Rabbi? Um. Priest.
029. Are you weird? Yes. XD Happy about it too.
030. Who rocks your world? Kira-kins.
031. What's the best song of all time? Closing Time.
032. What's the one thing you can't live without? Books.
033. White or Black? Black
034. Firebird or Mustang? Mustang
035. Slow or fast? Fast
036. Hug or Kiss? Depends on who it is, of course. Hugging for all the friends, kissing Kira. (Sounds like a title to something.)
037. How do you feel right now? Happy. I have pie. *grins wildly*
038. Time: 6:17 pm
039. Full Name: Brianna Noel
040. Age: 20
041. Birthday Sign: Scorpio
042. Fav Colors: Red, Black, Silver, a very dark blue, amber.
043. Fav Animal: Cats, penguins.
044. Dessert: Apple Pie
045. Breakfast: Cereal.
046. Dinner: Pizza, possibly.
047. Snack: Pepperoni and cheese.
048. Best friends Offline: Kira, Loki, Chrno, so on. XD
049. Best friends Online: Kira, Loki, Chrno, Jemira.
050. Girlfriend: Yes. (The person before me was a homophobe cookie cutter. *loathes so much* >_<)
051. Ex-gf's Online: None!
052. Ex-gf's Offline: The ex is my gf now.
053. Pets: Cats (Molly, Kit, Harmony, J.J. Lyon) Dog (Chloe)
054. Looks: Red hair, brown eyes. Not that good looking.
055. Least Favorite Feature: My hips. XP ew.
056. Favorite Feature: My eyes, my wrists, and fingers.
057. Have you ever humped an object: O.o; er...>.>
058. Humped another person?: O.o; Depends on situation..
059. Phone Sex?: No thanks.
060. Been offered Phone sex?: O.o; WTF?
061. Heard someone masturbate on the phone?:O.o; I don't like the turn this has taken, no.
062. Who?: N/a
063. Are you a cyber virgin?: >.> I don't remmeber, it's been a long time.
064. Ever been kicked out from a bar?: Never really been to one. -.-'
065. No question?
066. Born: Grand Rapids Michigan
067. Live: Ohio
068. Want to live: Back in Michigan
069. Grade: Freshman in College
070. Favorite Drink: Sprite
071. Favorite Candy: Anything sour.
072. Future Job Goal: Writer.

ARE YOU A...

073. Punk?: Somewhat
074. Goth?: Fashion wise, yes.
075. Poser?: Nope, not to my knowledge.
076. Prep?: Thank GOD I'm not.
077. Unlabeled?: o.o I don't know if I'm labeled, it's not something talked about at the college I go to. Perhaps I'm still a 'geek', or the 'smart kid'
078. Straight/bi/Gay?: Lesbian.
079. Siblings?: Two little brothers.
080. Your Parents: Father and mother.
081. Piercings?: None, I want to get my lip pierced some day, but I'm afraid I'm going to hurt myself with it cause I'm clumbsy.
082. Do you want more?: Yes.
083. Where?: Eyebrow if I can keep my hair from it.
084. Languages: English, I tried to learn german, but don't remember much from it, I want to learn Japanese.
085. Bands you like: Japanese Rock bands, Green Day, Rob Thomas...there's so many.
086. Favorite Actors: I don't think I pay enough attention. Johnny Depp.
087. Time: 6:29 pm

BATH TIME...

088. Shower: Day or night? Night usually.
089. Soap: Liquid or bar? I prefer liquid, but I have bar right now.
090. Shampoo & Conditioner: Suave, it's the only thing that keeps my hair from going officialy insane.
091. Brush your teeth in the shower: Nope, though it sounds interesting o.o;
092. Shaving: Standing or sitting? ...>.> I haven'tt done it in forever. Sitting usually.
093. Singing: In your head or out loud? Depending on where I am, I have a horrible voice.
094. Washcloth: Yes or no? Not usually.
095. Shower Entrance: Curtain or sliding door? Curtain
096. Shower Layout: Just a shower or bath/shower combo? Combo, I want a shower though.
097. fallen asleep while showering? O.o; I don't think I could.
098. taken a call while you were showering? O.o Just before, yes.
099. showered in your swimsuit? That would take away the point.
100. showered with a member of the opposite sex? No. Same sex, yes, but that's all you need to know.
101. showered with a sibling? Nope.
102. showered with a pet? o.o Nope, the cats would kill me >_<
103. bathroom with someone? That sounds...ew.
104. one of those dettachable "massage" shower heads? Nope, though we want one.
105. in the shower? o.o neh? I'm confused.
106. to the radio in the shower? Not in the bathroom at all, sadly enough. I would love to have a cd player in there!
107. wear a shower cap? Why would I? I need to wash my hair.
108. wash behind your ears? o.o; I should, shouldn't i? >.>
109. Describe your shower in 3 words. White. Blinding. Penguins.
110. If you could change your shower in some way, what would you do? Like the ones at the home store, with all the stuff built in. XD
111. What would make shower time a better time for you? EVerything.
112. What celebrity would you like to shower with? O.o Angelina Jolie. No hesitation.
113. What celebrity would you NOT like to shower with? Alot of them, actually.
114. If you could watch a movie while you showered, what would you watch? O.o; I really, don't know. I don't think I'd want to be in the water for that long.
115. If you could read a book while you showered, what would you read? Any book that I'm on.
116. If you could design your own rubber duckie, what would it look like? Goth. XD With safety pin piercings and...XD Lots of stuff.
117. What's one thing you absolutely can't shower without? Cat.
118. What's the weirdest thing that's ever happened to you during your showertime? O.o Nothing that i know of. The curtain being poked in on it's own.
119. If you could put up a shower curtain, what would be the color/design/pattern on it? I like mine with the penguins.
120. If you could paint your shower any color you wanted, which would you choose? Black with red to look like blood. XD mwahaha.
121. Time: 6:43 pm

LAST TIME YOU...

122. Laughed? At work today.
123. Cried? A few days.
124. Bought something? Two days ago.
125. Danced? Today. I have a habit of passing time by just moving around.
126. Kissed someone? A couple days.
127. Hugged someone? Same day i kissed.
128. Watched your favorite movie? Too long ago.
129. book you read: I'm reading three books right now.
130. movie you saw: Brokeback Mountain
131. watched on TV: MOnsters Inc that's on now.
132. had to drink: Sunkist
133. showered: Yesterday afternoon.
134. ate: Pie!

DO YOU...

135. Smoke? No
136. Do drugs? No XP
137. Have sex? O.o I'm no virgin
138. Sleep with stuffed animals? Sterling, a stuffed bear from when i was five.
139. Have a crush? No, love.
140. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes.
141, Have a dream that keeps coming back? i don't remember my dreams anymore.
142. Play an instrument? I used to play clarinet and piano.
143. Believe there is life on other planets? I really don't know.
144. Remember your first love? Vividly.
145. Still love him/her? No, he was shortlived.
146. Read the newspaper? No, I dislike reality.
147. Have any gay or lesbian friends? I have ONE straight friend.
148. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes.
149. Consider yourself tolerant of others? Depends on the person.
150. Consider policemen a friend or foe? Friend. ^_^ In fact, I have two as friends.
151. Like the taste of alcohol? I've only had hard lemonade.
152. Believe in magic? I havenb't seen proof for or against.
153. Believe in God? No.
154. Have any secrets? O.o I don't think so.
155. Have any pets? Yes, wasn't this answered?
156. Do well in school? YEs.
157. Go to or plan to go to college? Go to.
158. Have a degree? Not yet.
159. Talk to strangers who instant message you? No.
160. Wear hats? Yes, I'm wearing one now.
161. Have any piercings? Nope.
162. Have any tattoos? I want one.
163. Hate yourself? Sometimes. O.o;
164. Have a best friend? Yes.
165. Wish on stars? Rarely.
166. Like your handwriting? Oh, god. No.
167. Care about looks? Yes. too much.
168. Believe in Satan? I Really, don't know.
169. Believe in ghosts? Yes.
170. Believe in Santa? O.o I wish.
171. Have a second family? Nope, used to.
172. Trust others easily? Depends on the person.
173. Like sarcasm? I use it.
174. Kiss with your eyes closed? Yes.
175. Sing in the shower? NOt really.
176. Own handcuffs? XD Yes. I love em!
177. Have any scars? Two, perhaps.
178. Believe in witches?: O.o I don't know.
179. Pray?: No.
180. Go to church?: no.

181. Time: 6:53 pm
182. I see: The computer desk
183. I need: Something to calm my stomach.
184. I find: Pictures.
185. I want: More cards for my camera,
186. I have: ...A hat. XD YAY!
187. I wish: For peace. Gah, I hate that answer.
188. I love: Kira.
189. I hate: Homophobic cookie cutters. XP
190. I miss: Friends.

191. Time: 6:55 pm
192. what did your clever parents name you? Brianna ^-^
193. if you had any say whatsoever in what you would be named, what would you have named yourself? I love my name.
194. when at BBQ's, what do you prefer on your hot dog? Katsup. XD
195. what is your overall opinion of veggie burgers? I like some of them, it all depends on the brand.
196. how do you like to dance at dance clubs or school dances? I don't, never did. Perhaps in college they'll be better.
197. is the purpose of going to a dance to sit down the entire time talking to your friends OR searching around for a cute dance partner and having a damn good time? Friends, having fun with them, mocking the people who are dancing and making fools of themselves, how about that?
198. where do you see yourself in 10 years? Realistically, i don't know.
199. what kind of relationship are you looking for or currently in? I'm looking to make it work, that's all I can really say.
200. are you really really really sexy? Ugh, no. I don't think i'm sexy at all.
201. let's say that two days from now the world were to end...what would you spend your last hours doing? (GOD I HATE WHO DID THIS BEFORE ME! *TWITCH* NOTHING?! YOU EMO COOKIECUTTER! If she has 'ehh' for a reply one more time....) I'd be spending time with my family and friends and kidnapping Kira and having a fun last few days with my friends, some private time, and do things that I've always wanted to do.
Emo. XD
202. if you could change a character flaw of yours, which would you change and why? My jealousy, so my relationship would work.
203. how do you consider your place within society? ('Ehh'?! *twitch* >_<) It's, rather annoying, having no rights what so ever. It's annoying as hell.
204. "best friend" has become a superficial term over the years, so what word would you use to describe your closest friends and how much they mean to you? Trustworthy.
205. what annoys you about people in general? EMO HOMOPHOBIC COOKIE CUTTERS THAT USE EH FOR ALMOST EVERY ANSWER! >_<
206. what are you stereotyped? 'dyke' *twitch*
207. what do you enjoy doing best with friends on a friday night? Hanging out, going around down.
208. do you prefer short talk or deep conversations? Either or, depending on who.
209. who can you spill your feelings to and feel completely relieved afterwards? Kira
210. how would you describe yourself in relation to others? o.o hm....Slightly insane. Odd.
211. do you like double dares and flash light tag? I haven't played them in ages.
212. if your friends were transformed into animals, what would they be? O.o depends on the person.
213. what's a quote that means a lot to you or represents you or your outlook on life? None that I know of. "So shines a good deed in a weary world."

Just some highlights from the trip. The beach was the best to pic up some shells.

Hiromi got her hair and eyes today!! I'll post pictures up later!

...Holden meanwhile, is up a creek. He has eyes, but no head. No hair. No clothes that fit. He's in ill-fitting clothing, and hates me for now.

Hiromi's too shy to hate me. ^_^

I've caught dollfie fever! XD ehehehe.

I hate working retail. Especially when they don't treat you the best. o.o Lori my manager told me I had Monday for the funeral off, but then, Wednesday...she told me I did a no call no show. *twitches* She said I could have the day OFF! So today I was supposed to get 7 and a half hours pay, and instead ended up with nothing. *twitches again* Ah well, a day off.
Who decided a day off of work or school was punishment anyway? o.o

Other things at work include Grover, who me and Kira work with. His wife got in a serious accident with construction, and is a coma. She won't be coming back out of it. So add another death to the meijer count. We're all still suffering from Jerry's death.

Other than that, family chaos. My grandmother was put in the hospital for her legs. I don't want to be around many people period right now, being really selective with who I actually see...so I go to see Grandma, everything seems okay. But the next day Grandma tells my aunt somone told her she only had two months to live. My mom starts crying and flys out of the place to see Grandma and understand. Noone ever told Grandma that she had that long to live, but she needs to go to a home. She has alzheimers. Well, the doctor talked to my mom and aunt about putting her in a home since we can't be there for her like she needs us to. So when mom goes to talk to her in the hospital room, my Grandma yells at her for wanting to send her to a home, and won't talk to her, won't listen. So my mom leaves, and grandma said some horrible things, mom doesn't plan on seeing her again.

*sighs*
Ah well, I don't like mom's side of the family much anyway. :)

>.> I'm off to make cookies with mom!

I have to find my jrock journal again. Which sucks. I'll seek it out and put new notes up. However, until then, I shall use this for cosplay ideas. mwahahaha.

And about ten million other things. This is paid for after all. XD or a yaoi journal. hm...that too. XD Agh, so many uses. I may just use this for my personal one and turn the other journal into the one to refre to for information. mwahaha.

Anyway.

Costumes for next Ohayocon so far include Leon from Petshop, Shigure from Fruits Basket, Rumi from Perfect Blue, and maybe T.M. Revolution. I don't know, I'll have to look over the bands I researched for this site. XD SO many options, but I'd like to be recognizable.

Rarely cosplayed, but recognisable.

...I need a new mood set.

-ta = plain past form
-tai = want (tabetai: want to eat)
-takatta = past tense want (tabetakatta: wanted to eat)
-tasui = easy (to do)
-nikui = hard (to do)
-you = lets (tabeyou: Let's eat.)
Non -ru verbs: Change from 'u' to 'ou' (kiku to Kikou)

-ro = (true) command form. (tabero: eat damnit!)
Non -ru verbs: u to e (kiku to kikeru)

-rareru = it is possible form (taberareru: Can eat.)
-saseru= to force/allow someone to do. (tabeasaeru: force someone to eat.)
Non -ru verbs: Change u to aseru (kiku to kikaseru)

-te (kudasai) = Mild command form (tabete kudasai: please eat.)
-tegatte iru = someone elses desire. (tabetagetta imasu: Someone said they wanted to eat.)
-tara = "if" form (tabetara: If I eat.)
-nai = negative form (tabenai: Will not eat.)
-nakatta = Negative past tense (tabenakatta: did not eat.)
-nai de = Negative present tense (tabenaide: Don't eat.)
-nasai = normal directive (tabenasai: Eat!)
-reba = If (nuance of being unsure) (tabereba: Could you eat?)
non -ru verbs: change u to eba (Kikeba)

-saserareru = To be forced to do something when you didn't want to. (tabesaserareru: I was forced to eat.)
non -ru verbs: u to aserareru

-nakereba ikenai = "must do" form (tabenakereba ikenai: Must eat.)

Ikenai might be replaces with dame/naranai/narimasen

Taberu - To eat
miru- TO see/look
deru - to leave/go out
kiru - to put on (clothes)
okiru - To wake up
neru - To sleep
wasureru- To Forget
ochiru - To drop/fall
hajimeru - To start/begin
ageru - To give
au - To meet
ru - To say
omou - to think
kau - to buy
narau - to learn
namu - to drink
Yomu - to read
Sumu - to live
Yasumu - to rest
erabu - to choose
Isogu - to hurry
Hanasu - to speak/talk
Kiku - to hear/listen
Iku - to go
Hiku - to pull
Naku -to cry
Matsu - to wait
Motsu - to hold/have
Aru - to exist
Hairu - to enter
Shiru - to know
Wakaru - to understand
Hashiru - to run
Kuru - To come
Suru - To do

Boku wa nemui desu.
I am tired.

Boku wa oishii desu.
I am delicious. XD

Sono hon ga suki desu.
I like that book.

Hyde suki desu...
I like Hyde... (Maybe, have to look more into this.)

Takai- expensive/tall
Yasui - Cheap
atsui - hot (Thing, oven, to have a fever)
Atsui - Hot (Weather)
Tsumetai - Cold (to the touch)
Samui - Cold (weather)
Ii - Good
Warui - Bad
Ookii - Big
Chiisai - Small
Atarashii - New
Furui - Old
isogashii - Busy
Oishii - Delicious
Omoshiroi - Interesting
Muzukashii - Hard (Difficult)
Tanoshii - Pleasant
Ureshii - Happy
Kanashii - Sad
Yasashii - Kind/simple/easy
Nagai - long
Mijikai - Short
Tooi - Far
Chikai - close/near
Hayai - Quick
Nemui - Tired
Genki - Healthy/feeling fine
Suki - like
Yuumei - famous
Shizuka - Silent

"Genki desu! *sneeze* ^-^;;; "

First note...Kanji and hiragama were NOT meant for people without artistic talent. *throws fit*

Pronunciation

A = ah
i = E
u = oo
e = hAte
o = Oh nO

Aoi would be Ah-Oh-E

Order- in English we have Subject Verb Object 'I'm going to the store', japanese is Subject-object-verb 'I store go.'

Common

Ohayo (Gazaimasa) - Good Morning
Koban wa - Good Evening
Sayounara - Bye
(o) Genki desu ka? - How are you
Genki desu - I'm Fine
Hai -yes (Of course ^-^;; )
Iie - No
~ Wa nan desu ka? - Whats ~?
Hajimemashite - Nice to meet you
Gan Batte - Do your best
Ganbarimasu - I will do my best
Mata ne - C-ya.
~ Ga suki - Do you like ~? I like ~.
Nihon(go) - Japan(ese)
Eigo - English
Daijouba - ok
ka - Make statements questions

Greetings

Anata wa? -And you?
Doumo Arigatou gozaimasu - Thank you very much
Douzo Yuroshiku - Nice to meet you
Hisashiburi - It's been a long time.

Colors

Yellow - Kiiro
Red - Aka
Blue - Ao
White - Shiro
Black - Kuro
Grey - Hai iro *
Purple - Murasaki *
Green - Midori *
Orange - Orenji (Orenji no Taiyou!)
Pink - Pinku
Peach - Momo Iro
Brown - Cha Iro
Pale Purple - Fujiro
Pearl Grey - Shinjuiro

(* to make an adjective add 'no')

Days of the Week

Sunday - Nichi Youbi
Monday - Getsu Youbi
Tuesday - Ka Youbi
Wednesday - Sui Youbi
Thursday - Moku Youbi
Friday - Kin Youbi
Saturday - Do Youbi

Phrases
Dou desu ka? - How is this? How do you like this? (Perverted mind at work XD)
Ikaga desu ka? - More polite version of above.
Dou ieba iin deshouka? - What should I say?
Tada Ima! - I'm home! (Always said when entering ones house.)

Gomen Nasai - I'm sorry - When something bad was done.
Sumimasen - Sorry, pardon, but... When you did a bad thing and trying to get attention.
Moushi wake animasen - I have no excuse, I'm sorry. (lol, Ritsu.)

Maido Ari - Thank you, every time. Typically used in shops, short cute version of 'Maido arigatou gozamasu.'

Verbs and Adjectives tomorrow!

Members

Sakito (Vocals)
Birthday: 4/26
Height: 170 cm (5'6)
Weight: 52 kg (139 pounds)
(Left July 2005)

Kikasa (Bass)
Birthday: 1/24
Height: 172 cm (5'6)
Weight: 55 kg (147 pounds)

Hiina (Guitar)
Support Member, no information on him found yet.

Kazuki (drums)
(support, left 2004 ,former DlQ member with Kikasa and Sakito
I'll probably find more information on him when I look up Due Le Quartz

Information

Sakito left in 2005 due to death of family member. Kikasa doesn't want to continue the band without Sakito, so is giving the last [FIGURE:] concert on 9/22/2005.

It was formed in December 2004.

After DlQ broke up, Sakito disappeared from the show biz completely, while Kikasa joined Shelly Trip Realize, doing a side project with Rice (Yuki Sakurai).
Kazuki joined after leaving Babylon.

Songs
Kashikoi Dorei no Orokana Senaku
Made in Kango

Note to self, find out more on Kikasa and Sakito.

Birthday: 10/14/1981 (*sings Gazette 666*)
Height: 185 cm (6'1?! HOLY SHIT, that can't be right.)
Weight: 57 kg (152 Pounds)
Shoe Size: 9
Fave Cologne: Dolce & Gabbana
Fave Brands of clothing: Gucci, Ba-tsu, Jean Paul
Loves: Chocolate cake, chicken, and Inari Zushi
Hates: Broccoli and Tomato Juice
Issues with Shouting all of the time
Plays soccer and can't go a day without hugging someone.

Whether these are true or not, matters not. XD They're useful anyway!

Note to self Also need more info on Hyde, Gackt, Alice Nine members (HOT smut there.), Kikasa, Sakito, Mana, Muffin...

If it says I need more info, i'm looking for a song list!

[figure] - Need more information on songs to look up.
/\ucifer - Same as above
12012 - Same as above
175R - Have one song, like it ^_^
36481? - Need more info
3Blab - More info
54 Nude Honeys - More info, getting alot of other things.
839 - More info
Acid - LOTS more info, keep finding ten million other things.
Acidman - Have one song.
Aikaryu - More info needed
Aikawa Nanase - One song, like it.
Aile - More information needed
Aioria - Same as above
Aki - Agh, that name...o.o Part of so many others, more info needed.
Alice Nine - Have a few songs, need more. I am in love with these boys XD
Aliene Ma'riage - More info
Aliza Marie- Same
Allegory Pill - Same
Alu:Cana - Same
Amadeus - ...I keep finding Beethoveen and the movie which is NOT Jrock, more info.
Amuro Namie- Have one song!
Analog Fish - More info needed. @_@
Anatakikou - More info. long name.
Anny's ltd - ...More info, found nothing earlier.
Antic Cafe - One song, I need more! ^-^
Arashi -...JPOP! >_< Boy band. One song, that was deleted. Ew.
Asian Kung Fu Generation - Knew I loved them already, one song, need more.
ATomic Tornado- More info needed.
Aura - Agh, need more info.
Aurora- Finding everything but the japanese band, more info needed.
Aushvitz - More ingo needed.
Aya - Like Aki >_<
Ayabie - Got one song!
Azalea - Need more info.

Ah...smell the fresh...ah...>.> <.<

Print? Binding? Font? o.o

Ah whatever!

Muffin desu! Aka Muffin-puddle, gayboymuffin (Though, I'm not male...lol!), and who knows what else. Ah!

Forgive my fractured japanese and engrish which is fun as hell. Fuku. XD

This journal will hold all my findings as a J-rock obsessed girl/boy/Muffinpuddle.

So my next post will probably be my list of bands I'm trying to find at least one song of. @_@